Bitches be bullying

Okay I know I'm so bad at this blogging thing, because I always forget to write, even though I have so much to say!! Today I kinda have an interesting topic. Which is bullying, and if you have a story you would like to share, do so please!

Bullying...

It starts with one look, one word, and the word doesn’t even have to be to your face. It can be behind your back. It doesn’t make it any less bullying. My bullying started around my first year of elementary school when a half Turkish girl in my class started bullying me for absolutely no reason. She would call me terrible things and she would really make me feel bad about myself. I remember her calling me a lesbian, for god’s sake I didn’t even know such thing existed back then. Turns out later that I was a bisexual, but that’s a totally different story. I remember the seven-year-old me going to my mom and asking what does it mean and why would that girl call me that. I just couldn’t understand it back then. Now I just wonder if she knew what it ment, more than I did back then. 

This girl had decided she hated me, and I had absolutely no idea what had happened. What did I do to hate me that much? The bullying got so bad at some point that my mom actually gave me permission to hit the girl. I was a wuss, I could never do it. I still to this day wonder what had happened then, why was she bullying me? 

When I get to actually thinking about it, I don’t remember much about my time in elementary school. It hasn’t even been that long, but I know that I’ve had many good and bad memories from those years. I guess I just decided to let go of the bad ones. But those bad memories have made me the insecure person I am today. And I’m still trying to forget the feeling of people staring at me. 

- Ifi

Bitches be like FRIENDZONED

Alright!

So I wasn't supposed to write another post this soon, but I figured that it can't hurt, right? I found a really good topic I really want to talk about: friendzone.

Today I was friendzoned. I never thought that it could happen to women, or maybe I was just too stupid to realize it before. If anybody reads this, tell me if you've ever been friendzoned and how did it feel? You can do it anonymously, I don't care. I'd just really like to know if this happens a lot. 

Hurts in a way yeah, but I guess tomorrow I will feel better. Well it helps that I had a burger today and did some shopping.

- Ifijenia

Bitches be like let's start from the beginning

Hi yall!

So this is probably like the fifth blog I'm writing but who gives a shit. I like to write. I'm pretty harsh with my words sometimes, and I have strong opinions, but I do respect others opinions. I'm 20 years old, freshman in college and I'm super fun enthusiastic. I love life, even though I hate it sometimes. Traveling is my passion and learning languages is my religion. I'm a big girl, with big attitude and I basically don't give a shit what others think about me. Okay yes I do, most of the time. 
What else... what else... Did I mention I like writing? Shit, I hate telling about myself 'cause I never know what to say.
You know the feeling when you're at a job interview and then they ask you to describe yourself? Yeah, I always just want to say I am potato, or something like that.

Anyways this blog is about me, my fabulous life and all the crazy shit I do. Enjoy!!